Wednesday, September 17, 2008

"What is Past is Prologue"

Architect John Russell Pope placed four monumental statues around the National Archives Building. Each was cut from a single block of limestone weighing 125 tons. Aitken's "The Future" sits on the Pennsylvania Avenue side of the building. The young woman lifts her eyes from the pages of an open book and gazes into the future. Its base is inscribed with a line inspired by Shakespeare’s play The Tempest: "What is Past is Prologue."

Three weeks of "Juju" completed, and we are taking off a week to regroup, figure out the pieces still left of the puzzle, and schedule our pick-up days. Looks like we can get the last of it hammered out by the end of next week.

I have met some great people and great contacts on this job. The Writer/Director, Boyce, is quite a character. He is a perfectionist and refuses to cut corners. Most of the time he seems very serious, but once in awhile he just cracks me up. He is Nigerian, and has this great accent. On the set, Michelle (DP) is constantly asking him if he is happy (with the picture on the monitor, before she shoots it. I have heard him say more than once, "Happy as a LAAHK." It just seems so funny, coming from this big, stoic man! I guess you have to be there, though.

Stayce, the Producer, is a blast. She is the Voice of Reason, but she is also hysterical, and we laugh all day long. Which is a good thing, because the two of us are the ones that really never can have a full day off as long as this thing is still in production. Dealing with payroll, scheduling, location issues, budget, script changes, personnel... it never ends.

The coolest thing so far in this whole experience, though, has been the rewrites. There have been a few scenes we needed to change drastically, and on the fly. I took the liberty of making changes to a couple scenes to expedite things, and printed them up for Boyce, as suggestions. I thought what I had written might at least help figure out how to streamline some scenes or make changes to keep continuity straight, but Boyce liked the pages and kept them as I wrote them, and we shot them. I was expecting the actors to grumble about having to learn new pages in a day or two, but they seemed to like them, too (or else they are just realy good actors!).

Watching this unfold before my eyes was very different than watching my words come to life on the set of my own movie. At first I couldn't figure out why it felt so different, or what it was that felt so different about it. But it is dawning on me, and I suppose what it comes down to is control. It WAS very cool to make my own film and do it exactly the way I wanted to. But I had full control of that project from beginning to end, so of course it was going to go pretty much as I had envisioned it. But this film, "Juju," is not my baby. It is someone else's. And they approved what I did and incorporated some pretty good-sized chunks of my writing into the body of this piece of work. They could have dismissed it, or used part of it, or used only the gist of it, but they used it intact, and it worked. It is a good feeling, and it gives me confidence that I will eventually do what I have set out to do in this business primarily - to write.

The overall experience of being Production Manager on this project has been great, and such an education. I have been at the same hotel management job for going on eleven years now, and in that business for two decades. Hotel management is often crisis management, but I could do it in my sleep. I know I can have a job in this industry for the rest of my life if I want it, and there is some security in that. But there is also INsecurity in that, when you have been doing something for so long, and you start to wonder if you will be restricted to doing that and only that for the rest of your life because you have been doing that and only that for so long. You (and by "you" I mean "I") don't really know anything else, and you don't want to start at the bottom in something else. Between filming "Charm City" and being PM for "Juju," I am reassured that my skills in crisis management have not diminished, and I have been happily surprised at how well the skills I honed in my first career are carrying over into my (hopefully) second. I didn't go to school for hospitality management, and I have worked with and trained a lot of people who also did not and went on to do great things in the business. Often they were (mistakenly) convinced that they would at some point need to get a degree in the field if they were to move up. But I always told them, in the hotel business, you can go pretty damn far if you have three things:

!. Common sense,
2. personality, and
3. a willingness to pay your dues, in advance. In other words, never letting the words, "That's not my job," pass over your lips.

The same rules apply to film production, though more specific aspects of the field (writing, directing, camera work) call for more specific skills. But every day my confidence increases that I can have a successful career in this industry, doing what I was meant to do all my life - to write.

For now, the hotel job pays the bills while I learn the ins and outs of production. Then, soon, hopefully the production jobs will keep rolling in to pay the bills while I get my foot in the door with writing. Once I get my whole LEG in the door, I'm going to kick some ASS.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Triple Threat

Week 2 of Juju under the belt. Still had our bumps and bruises, but all in all things are smoothing out. I'm still working on figuring out exactly what niche in this field I would like to end up in, but Production Manager seems to suit me pretty well. I work best when I have a variety of tasks, a lot of responsibility (and leeway), and crisis mode, as much as it seems to suck while I'm in it, is where my brain is clicking rapid-fire. I have a good feeling at the end of the day when I can say, "We really pulled that one out of the fire." On a low-budget indie movie set, that happens more days than it doesn't. It is definitely a team effort, though, and I enjoy that aspect of it, too.

Last night we shot this very cool nightmare scene in my attic. The scene called for three children, so I called my aunt and uncle to let me use my little cousin Sean (who was in "Charm City" with his brother Joey) again. Joe is a little too old for what we were looking for, so Irene (my aunt) called some of Sean's friends parents and got me two little girls from Sean's class as well. Kids and dogs can be very tricky on the set, but so far I am three for three, in a good way. Sean and Joseph did a great job in their scene in my movie, my dogs and my neighbor Philip's dogs got their scene in "Charm City" perfect on the first take, and last night went with Sean and his friends went pretty perfectly.

It is very hard for little ones, if you can get them relaxed enough to not be scared or embarrassed, to do certain things like not look at the camera or not smile if it is a serious moment, but all three kids did very well. They are at an age where they are scared of ghosts and when they first got here they were afraid of the attic before they even saw it. But we let them play pool and eat lots of junk food for awhile first and then they were fine and bored and wanted to shoot the damn thing already. Sean had to move these large white pillar candles around very slowly from behind a shelf. He was backlit so it looked very cool and creepy, but because there was so much going on, lots of lights, and about a dozen other people standing in the room, he wasn't scared. Kyleigh, one of the girls, had to rock a (fake) baby while sitting in a dilapidated rocking chair, and silently and without smiling offer the baby to the lead character, Jake. She is such a sweetie, it was hard for her to do without smiling, but we got it. Also, the baby is actually a rubber model of a full-term fetus and it weighs at least 7 pounds. That is pretty heavy for a little girl, but she was a trooper. She would hold the baby out to Jake, and sometimes no one yelled, "cut," so she would just keep holding it until her little arms were shaking from the weight and I would tell her to put it down. The other little girl, Colleen, is a cutie with long red pigtails. She was a champ. When the other two got the giggles, she managed a straight face and took direction from Michelle, whom she had never met before, perfectly. She had to stare down Jake and be the creepiest of them all. It is amazing what lighting can do, change a sweet little girl with freckles into something from a terrifying nightmare! But it also took a lot of concentration on her part and it looked SO COOL. It is definitely my favorite scene that we have shot of this movie so far.

So in the last two months a lot has happened in my attic. A crazy woman of the Victorian era has chopped off a man's head with an axe, a greedy narcissist is visited in his nightmares by demonic children, and in between, a sassy middle-aged artist rediscovers her creative side and rebuilds her studio. Similar scenes have played out all over this building. When these three movies are completed, I want to watch them as a triple-feature. That will be a great lesson in the versatility of a location like this, and how lighting, acting, and the script can totally change the mood of the same room.

But today is Sunday, our day off, and I get to watch FOOTBALL!!!! I am so excited. Except I fear that I am not going to be able to see the Steelers game (die-hard Pittsburgh girl here, that is the "Steel" in "Steel Corset Productions") since they are playing at the same time as the Ravens, and I only have regular cable. At this point I'll take anything that can distract me from anything movie-related for a couple hours. Cuz then I gotta get back to work this afternoon/evening and map out our last week and a half of production, as there are several locations in flux. It will all work out, though, it always does. One more week and I'll have all these people out of my house! Then we move to the studio in Beltsville for a few days. Like my film, we had to add another three days of filming onto this one. So next time I plot and plan out a feature length production down to the minute and think I have it perfectly, reasonably scheduled, I will then scrap the whole thing and add three days to whatever I came up with at my first pass.

Gotta go spend some snuggle-time with my dogs before starting the day. Haven't had nearly enough of that in the last three months!

Sunday, August 31, 2008

No time for love, Doctah Jones

Just finished Week 1 of production on, "Juju," so I have not had a lick of time to touch anything having anything to do with, "Charm City." But that is good, gives me a month or so away from it to get some perspective before attempting to edit or even to schedule the 2-3 days of pick-up shots that I need to complete photography. We have two more weeks on Juju, possibly even a little longer. Then one of the actors I need for pick-ups for Charm City is out of town until the second week of October, which I am actually glad for, I really will need a break after this.

Every production is its own education, and I am learning something new every day, especially about SAG (Screen Actors Guild) rules and payments. There are seven SAG actors on Juju, and about a dozen non-union actors. Although the paperwork can be a pain, if you are an actor, which is not the most secure job path in the world, I can see why actors work hard to get into SAG. Among other benefits, SAG actors get overtime after 8 hours on the set. Non-union actors usually get a flat rate, no matter how long the day goes - Wednesday we shot for NINETEEN hours. One of my non-union actresses is pretty sick right now, but she's not in the hospital because since she is a working actress, and non-union, she has no health insurance. It is such a difficult way to make a living. There is really nothing glamorous about it.

Which is true for most if not all jobs having to do with filmmaking. It is a lot of hard work. But when it is all said and done, hopefully you have a great piece you can be proud. I don't have children, but I think making a movie is a lot like what I have heard about childbirth - it is a pain that you forget. When you are in the midst of it, you may find yourself wondering why you thought this was a good idea, swearing you will never do it again, and possibly demanding pharmaceuticals at the top of your lungs to help you get through it. But then you have this beautiful creation that you had a hand in manifesting, and you start thinking about doing it all over again, because you only remember the good stuff.

At least that's how I HOPE it works. I'll let you know when my movie is done!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Recovery Checklist

Internet up here is spotty at best. I have access for a few minutes here and there, then it fades just as I am about to send an email or something, so I will keep this short.

Recommended items to speed recovery after shooting a feature-length film:

1. Dogs (squeezable, and they won't hold it against you when you are cranky and unbearable)
2. Convertible
3. Gorgeous weather
4. Friend with real estate in a desirable location
5. Unlimited access to said real estate
6. Nice restaurant near said real estate
7. Outlet shopping near said real estate
8. At least one credit card you have not maxed out on the feature-length film, to be used at said restaurant and outlets
9. Box of wine

I am pretty well set.

Back to Baltimore and on to the next film tomorrow. I have been hired as Production Manager on a film titled, "Juju," which starts production on Monday. It is a paying gig, which should just about cover the 2-3 days of pick-up shots that I need to schedule with Michelle to complete my own film, as well as the damage I did at the outlets today. But hey, I am going to be one well-dressed Production Manager!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Post Time

I am so exhausted. I was driving today to return some of the gorgeous artwork that I had on loan for the production from Oletha Davis, Linda DePalma, and Ellen Burchenal, and I found myself wondering, "Why is my car going so slowly?" The answer to this question was, "Because you need to exert energy to press down on the accelerator pedal." Even that was an effort. I went to my friend Christie's going away party tonight - for five minutes. I just have nothing left for anyone until I can recharge my batteries for a few days. Tomorrow morning I head to Mikey's cabin in the Poconos to do just that.

Last night was the Wrap Party at the Wind-Up Space. Beforehand I took Michelle Farrell (Director of Photography), Michael Bordenick (Executive Producer), and Eric Thornett (Production Consultant, Touchstone, Sounding Board and Junior Therapist) to dinner at the always outstanding Prime Rib. I cannot describe to you how nice it was to relax for that little bit of time, and to be in such good company. I could not have survived this without all three of them keeping me sane. I feel so much lighter today, such a weight off of my shoulders. Of course, that may just be that floaty feeling I get from sleep deprivation.

The party was so much fun. Tucker and the boys rocked it out while we screened some raw footage (thank you Greg Almond!) on the big screen behind them. The Wind-Up is such an awesome place for just such a party, and for filming on location as well. It was cool to see footage of scenes we shot there playing on the wall in the very same space! I think the actors especially appreciated being able to see some of the work they had done come to fruition. It takes so long to edit a feature-length, I was glad to give them a bit of immediate gratification, and it was really fun for me also.

Later in the evening, from out of nowhere I was presented with a beautiful cake decorated with a "slate" that had "Charm City" and my name on it, a card signed by members of the cast and crew, and a gleaming golden, "Oscar", also with my name on it. I was astounded. Some people hate surprises or surprise parties. I love them. I have thrown several for other people, and I know how much planning and thought goes into anything like that. It meant the world to me that my crew and cast would be so thoughtful about doing something nice for me after I had worked them so hard for weeks. It was a moment of overwhelming satisfaction, appreciation, and just plain happiness that I shall never forget, and I thank every one of them from the bottom of my heart for giving me that moment and that memory.

I have learned so much in the last few weeks (and months) and I have so much still to tell you about, but I want to leave it there for now, I want to enjoy the feeling of this moment before rehashing everything that led up to it. It definitely had (and will continue to have, in post, I'm sure) its ups and downs, but for the most part it was simply an amazing experience, and the biggest challenge in my life thus far. That is no exaggeration. But here I am, smile on my face, and gratitude in my heart to all of the people who helped me to manifest my vision into tangible reality, I hope you are enjoying the moment with me. You deserve it.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Still Alive

And that is all that I have the energy to write. Last day of filming tomorrow. Wrap party Friday. 9pm-close at the Wind-Up Space, 12 West North Avenue. See you there...

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Two-Martini Breakfast

Today is a day "off", as in, no filming, though that certainly is NOT as in, no work. I have a very long list of things to do and people to talk to, but while I have a moment here at 7:50a.m. before my phone starts ringing off the hook and the cavalcade of emails begins, I thought I'd give you an update, as in, vent.

Actually, it's not too bad. Well, it is, but I am still enjoying it and we have gotten a lot done.

Day 2

Day 2 was filming the big finale scene at Government House. The place looked beautiful, with artwork by Linda DePalma, Oletha Devane, Ellen Burchenal, Dr. Leslie King-Hammond, Caren Shelley, and even myself on the walls, tables, and mantlepieces. We had a good many extras, and all our primary actors were dressed to the nines for the big to-do.

This day was and will probably remain the biggest filming challenge of the production. I had my heart set on as lengthy a continuous shot as we could manage. I talked to Michelle and her crew about it on one of our pre-pro days. At first they were a little reluctant, but Michelle quickly got on board and welcomed the challenge. It took us from 8:00am to 6:00pm, TEN HOURS, and about 50 people including extras to get the shot completed, and it will amount to about one MINUTE of filming. There is no scripted dialogue in the scene, so there was seven pages of scheduled dialogue we didn't get to that day, and we went over 12 hours for the day so it cost me another $100 to order pizza for everyone for a second meal. But the important thing is that WE DID IT! On a budget like mine, a shot like that is usually out of the question, it takes SO much time to set up and SO many takes, though I think we got it in less than 10 takes. This is Michelle's tenth feature-length film and she said is was the hardest shot she has ever done. I am so psyched about it, I can barely wait to start editing. Now I just have to figure out when I am going to shoot those other 7 pages we missed, that is the hard part now.

Also on this day, Tucker's band was in the scene. The harmonica (among other instruments) player, Wayne Werner, is also a jeweler who makes incredible custom pieces, and he and I had worked out a deal for a bit of product placement. He made two stunning custom pendants just for the film, and he brought them along. Cheryl and Tiffany, my actresses who will be wearing them in the scenes, were so excited, but not as excited as I was - I get to keep one of them!

Everyone was so patient that day, especially the extras who had so little to do for most of the day, but stuck around even when we ran late. Some of them even called off work or went in late so they could stick around and be a part of it all. That was awesome.

At the end of the day, Michelle was frustrated because she felt we hadn't "made our day" (filmed all pages scheduled) for the second day in a row. But the continuous shot that took us ten hours was never really factored into that on paper, it is just something we talked about briefly beforehand, and we were able to make it work. So, I was okay with that. Pretty satisfied, actually, and very proud of the whole crew that made it happen. So happy, in fact, that I forgot about the fire alarm that went off when someone accidentally hit a pull station. Things happen, not a big deal, just a little more stress on the pile.

But the best part of the day for me was when we were done, when I finally got a chance to talk to Al Letson and Eric Thornett at the end of the day. Al flew up here from Jacksonville for no other reason than to be in my movie. The first day we didn't even get to his scene, though I am still hoping to pick that up sometime while I am in post-production. The second day he was an extra and it was all hurry-up-and-wait, and he had no dialogue. Finally the third day, he had a great scene at Dougherty's and it worked very well.

Al is in pre-production for his own show on National Public Radio, "State of the Re:Union", so he doesn't exactly have nothing on his plate. But he still made time for me and my project and that means the world to me. I hadn't seen him since February and it did me good to spend a little (too little) time with him. We didn't have much time to speak privately, but we squeaked out a few minutes. In the film, he is nicknamed, "The Voice of Reason," and he is exactly that to me. He is a solid sounding board and always tells me the truth, and I trust his opinions and respect his creative vision. He gives me a little nudge when I need it, whether in a project or in a personal matter. I would feel stupid if I ever failed in front of him, not because he would try to make me feel that way, but because I know that the only way I can fail would be due to my own laziness, and I would never want to lose Al's respect. He told me I had, "brass ones," for even attempting that continuous shot. That felt great to hear.

I've only known Eric since January, but he has quickly cut through the ranks to become another barometer against which I measure my own success and fortitude. More importantly, he is someone I know I can call at anytime, and often do. He came out Friday night (he lives an hour away) just to help me all day Saturday. He was never further than arm's reach all day, and if I asked him for anything it was done in seconds, and if I didn't ask him for anything, he asked me if I needed anything. I was so spent by the end of it all, but once the last pizza-eaters left and Al went to bed, Eric stayed up with me for awhile, cleaning up the kitchen and just talking. He is another one that if I were to fail in front of, I would be so disappointed in myself. I know that wouldn't effect our friendship, but it does drive me. It is good to have people around you like that when you are taking on such a huge challenge. And just as important to have people around that make you smile, and to put an arm around you at the end of a long day.

Day 3

Day 3 was our first of two days filming at Dougherty's Pub on West Chase Street, a few blocks from where I live in Mount Vernon. This is a fantastic place to film, so easy, because it is one of the few WIDE bars in Baltimore, plus it is very easy (relatively speaking) to hang lights from the drop ceiling. Another plus was that the artwork on the wall this month (they change up the first Thursday of every month) was by local artist Jillian Jenkins, and it could not BE any more perfect for filming. She has gorgeous black and white prints that practically jump off the wall, interspersed with a couple large-scale paintings and some smaller pieces grouped at one end. Her artwork figures prominently in some of the scenes and I am happy to show off her work and increase my production values at the same time.

We were pretty on-schedule on this day. Though we didn't get as much coverage (close-ups of individual actors) as I would have liked, simply because of time restrictions, the wide shots look very good and I have plenty to work with. Especially one shot in the pool room, using a jib ON a dolly made for a VERY cool shot that I can't wait to use.

Day 4

Another day at Dougherty's. Call time was a brutal 6:00am, and thankfully our last call that early. This one started off a bit rough, issues with transporting the gear. Not worth it to get into the details of it, but those problems combined with an early call time did not make for a pleasant launch for the shooting day, and Michelle and I snapped at each other a bit, unfortunately in front of the crew. I don't like that kind of thing, and had we been in my regular environment of the hotel business, I would have labeled it very unprofessional of us both. But making movies is a whole 'nuther animal, and there is no time to talk privately, and sometimes no luxury of having a private place to do so. Since all eyes are on the Director and the DP at all times, it would have made an even bigger deal of it than it was to step away, so best to get it out in the open and get it over with.

I don't know if that little exchange had anything to do with it or not, but the film crew was so great to me for the rest of the day, I never had to wait for anything. We moved very quickly, and my sound connection and half apple were always on hand. An apple box is simply a wooden box that is used to make people taller or to sit on, and a half apple is just half as high. Michelle is at least a foot taller than I am, which makes it difficult for both of us to have a good look at the monitor while filming, so I stand on a half apple, or sometimes I have to do things like climb on top of the bar or a booth. One of the crew, Z, was always there with a sound blanket for me to kneel or sit on when I had to do that. Little things like that make the day so much less painfully, literally and figuratively.

The (very) good thing about Michelle and me both is that once an issue is resolved, we can both let it go pretty quickly and move on. And that is exactly what we did, and it turned out to be our best day so far. We finished 8 1/2 pages including coverage, and we even finished 10 minutes early!

When I stepped outside of Dougherty's for a moment at one point, I met a woman who was standing in front of Tyson's bar next door. Her name is Allison Pasarew, and she had been talking to some of my crew and she asked if I needed any more artwork for the film, she had a couple pieces hanging in Tyson's. So I took a look, and after filming was over I came back with my car and borrowed two of her pieces which I will use in a scene we are shooting tomorrow. God Bless Smalltimore.

Also, I can't say enough about our Production Crew. We have an army of interns who have just been amazing. Regina Guy, Corey Davis, and David Sarmiento were my first-enlisted and they are my A-team. They are all there every day, pretty much from beginning to end, never complain, do anything asked of them and do it quickly, very self-motivated and don't wait to be told what to do, if something needs to be done, they just do it. Regina makes breakfast for the crew every day, which means she is up even earlier than them or me, so you can imagine how tired she was yesterday, as she had to be here and have breakfast made by 5:30a.m.! The rest of the crew are great as well, Erinn is our make-up artist, Shernay, Bill, Dylan, and Lin are other Production Assistants (and often extras), and also Brittany Sweatt, though sometimes I forget she is actually mine because Michelle stole her from me, and she has been doing a stellar job with the film crew as slater and monitor mover, among other things. She just wrapped production on Renee Zellweger's film, "My One and Only," so she has great experience under her belt already and is usually one step ahead of everyone.

That's not the long of it, just the short of it, and you probably already think it is too long, so I am going to sign off now and tackle a to-do list as long as my arm (and my other arm, and both legs...). That has something to do with the title of this posting, which I almost forgot to tie in. As I have had zero time to do anything personal, every glass in my apartment needs to be washed, except for the martini glasses, so that is what I had to use at breakfast this morning. We are filming a couple scenes in my apartment tomorrow, so I'd better get on that.